In Love With A Dancer (A case of virtual love transforming into a reality)

Well i wont keep the girls name a secret...its Mohena Kumari Singh (Dance India Dance - 3)...ya ya i know...i know...u must have been started laughing by now...bt i have got used to such kind of reactions.

Mohena at Grand Finale of DID-3

Mohena on the sets of Jhalak Dikhlaja

I guess many of u guys know her...well a short introduction abt the girl:
Name : Mohena Kumari Singh.
and the most important fact....she is the PRINCESS of REWA (a city in the state of Madhya Pradesh).

She had participated in a TV reality show Dance India Dance Season 3...and she made it to the top 5.

And soooo....THE STORY BEGINS :

Well I was Lonely....my last relationship was about 3 years ago...and all the pressure of Engineering had started pissing me of....and onto that the government had increased the liquor rates which increased my frustration.
And in this scenario...one of my best friend Shardul asked me to join him in an event. Now the event was none other than the grand finale of DID-3 (Andheri Sports Complex). We had our passes and the evening was fantastic.... it was at that moment when i saw Mohena and to be frank my reaction was like "whatever"...but when she started her performance i was like dumbstruck...literally i was standing on my chair shouting like mad...later when they showed an AV(Audio-Visual) after her performance and it was then i realized that she was a PRINCESS...
Then after thinking about her for days...i started to watch her audition clips, her journey in DID3....
I started liking her...her smile...her crazy attitude...and that nose ring......
After many weeks...i told my friends about my new crush....and their reaction was "WTF!!!! lol rofl lmao" ....the same reaction which u had at the beginning while reading this post...my friends thought this was a 2 week insane crush and my thinking was the same  , but as i was lonely, frustrated, dejected, sometimes irritated....i started to allow my feelings to flow in Mohena.... now u might feel this is something strange...but speaking in technical terms i started loving her VIRTUALLY...I would just stare at her pics while listening to music...or while dreaming(u can laugh but i admit i had become a day dreamer)...and i used to dream of her all day thinking how she might be in real life...

AND THEN IT ALL STARTED...
hmm....I must confess...i grew mad...i used to watch all her videos....back to back...started collecting her photos..info about her....and here comes the main confession  ....I sent her a friend request on FB...and when she did not respond for about a month...i created a fake account of a girl (who was a dancer :: thinking that she might accept ) and sent her another request....luckily her friend accepted my request and I got more info about her (pls dont think of me as a pervert ... All this shit happens when you are a teenager :P)
..but i had to delete that account due to some reasons...

THE PRESENT SCENARIO...
i have started loving her....my friends call me #mad,insane,crazy...etc...etc..... ya i know this is one sided but within these 3 yrs the amount of feelings i have felt for this girl is unexplainable... ..so now i have created another fake account (this time its a decent one) and i am still trying :P..  .hope when one day she reads this she will come to know about me....

But finally , now i have decide that i will not do any of such things nonsensical things henceforth and i have deleted that "decent fake account".

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Mohena ,

If u ever read this....trust me.... I had no intention of invading your privacy..or harassing you . And for all that fake account thing I am really very sorry.... you are truly a beautiful dancer and i seriously admire you. May god bless you and you get all the happiness in life. Hope we meet someday...

Peace...     

Hope all goes well....

#over and out#

yours eternally,  

555

The Industrial Visit Trauma :(

I.V. Head....this post has terrorised me from the past 5 months... I feel arranging an IV is more difficult than giving Mid-terms. (For ppl who are not aware of IV... its basically an educational tour which is more of a picnic or mini vacation thing...where we visit different places and if time permits then some industries)..

From past 5 months I have visited so many places mentally that i am no longer interested in organising an IV (feel like quitting engineering and start a tours and travel agency).

It all started with a 11 day trip to kerela...and as usual there were many obstacles...over coming them was like climbing Mt.Everest....yet after so much planning it failed....and all my fellow colleagues started hating me,cursing me, and much more (as if it was my fault and i should be hanged for such negligence towards my duty !!)...Then came a 4 day trip to GOA.....again it all started.... planning..organising....bt due to lack of ppl support it had to be cancelled. 

Now when i am just about to complete my engineering (peacefully) ... ppl have again started pestering me for IV....Well bt this time permission has been granted by our HOD (shocking :O)...i seriously have no interest in organising this IV(really fed up...felling as if i have no energy left inside me) ...But from within i feel that as this is my last month in the college why not make it a memorable one...coz after graduation no one is going to come and hang out (unless you have borrowed money from someone)...

One last try....that is how i consoled my mind....just one last try....which will not just give me 4 days of enjoyment , bt it will give me some precious memories to cherish for a lifetime.

Hope all goes well....

#over and out#

yours eternally,  

555